Category: Life

It’s smoky. In other news, a health update. Sonogram detected I have a goiter. Confirming I do have an autoimmune disorder, unknown if Hashimoto’s or Graves. No nodules or signs of growths, so no signs of thyroid cancer, just enlarged thyroid. Side note, this is likely why I have such limited vocal ability and experiance…

It’s that time of year again. Its the time of year Hooray. OH, and good news! Ok I don’t think we can just word art our way out of this one. It’s time for serious talks. Basically since about 2017-2018, I have had a yearly fight with my lymphatic system. Every year its a little…

So I spoke recently at length about how I feel like the “independent content creator” bubble has burst. Yeah I know it wasn’t the most uplifting thing, and some have even criticized me for perhaps just being pessimistic and doomsday-esque about the subject. A quick note there, I am pessimistic by nature. Success has been…

I’m not sure. But I’m less sure than I’ve ever been. But I’m more sure than I was. I think the bubble has popped, I think independent creator content is on the way out, maybe forever, maybe until the next renaissance spurred by a new platform. I’m not sure. I don’t know what the future…

Holy crap. For quite some time I knew I wanted to take a minimum of 1 month away from streaming/content creation and focus on having a solid month of just being DAD. I wanted to have the most non-american stereotypical paternity leave possible. It’s pathetic how poorly this county treats, well most everyone frankly, but…

Does anyone actually have a good experience with their normal healthcare? I feel like I have not had a decent relationship with a doctor since I was a kid. Becoming an adult felt like instantly going from being precious and cared for, to being a burden. I had a pretty rough childhood health wise. I…

So it happened. Our family of two became a family of three. It’s probably one of the most exciting nerve-wracking and anxiety-provoking a set of days I’ve ever had. I wouldn’t take it back for anything. I sit here now day two of having her home at 5:30 a.m. pulling the late night shift letting…

I just wanted to say. Thanks. Thanks to everyone that helped me go from a lost wandering soul to someone that feels ultimately so fulfilled. Its 5:17AM. We are waiting for a bed to open up so we can begin the induction process. I’m nervously wandering around, I’ve done all the checklists things I can…

We’ve had 9 months to prepare for this moment, and oh prepare we have. But I still have no idea what life is actually going to be like. Being a parent is something I’ve dreamed about for as long as I can remember, but it always seemed like a dream. Not something that could ever…